my. my. my.

well team?
at this juncture, i'm 30 weeks pregnant for the twins.
i suppose just a fewwww things have happened since the last entry.
i was thinking that as life is about to become insanely busier.... this blog will be the only way i hope to keep up with all things the boys are up too. did i mention we're having 2 more boys?

soooo, weight. ha. ha. hahaha. HA. 278 earlier this week. i had Owen 2 pounds ago. i am disgusted. but trying to remain calm knowing of the beautiful children we will have in the coming weeks. it is an understatement to say i have sooooo much work to do on myself after their arrival. yes i've thought of weight loss surgery of some sort. i have such a long way to go. it is so overwhelming... i keep all of that so pent up inside that it is no wonder i'm on edge most of the time and my patience has worn so thin. with the help of God i will somehow find a way to balance it all and get my head on straight.

i'm growing two humans. no it was not planned. we haven't really plannned much of anything since we got married. we just said, whatever happens happens. now this is happening. overwhelmed. scared. excited. all of it. 3 kids under two years old. ok God, this is funny. You're a funny one. You say we can handle it? and obviously we trust You. but this is a good one. so what is to become of our apparent abilities to procreate the earth so easily??? that shall remain a mystery for now i suppose.

Owen will be 17 months old in 2 days. He's the sweetest little person on earth. We are so amazed at him. He's so smart and picks up on things so easily... learning more every day it seems. We adore him so much-- its hard to imagine loving the twins as much but of course we know it will be just as much love suddenly tripled as soon as they arrive. We still can't actually believe that this is happening. Can you tell?

I truly hope to keep up with everything by writing it here.... If anyone reads this, please pray for us! To be continued...